how i feel about today

YUP that pretty much sums it up!

hearts like clocks
break, stop working, rendered useless
this is the heart of a tin man

Excerpt

"in a world where any thing can be anything except what it is structure can not survive. Structure, which I had clung to through those dark months like a flashlight in the dark that was my grief."

current thoughts

x Book is getting to me

x I miss Kammin

x i need to talk to someone about the chaos in my head

x lukes been quiet which scares me

x i feel like im losing myself

x may looms on the horizon

x school takes a backseat again ... for now

x i need a destructive outlet or ill start destroying myself